Unfocused

Card of the Day: the king of swords

I feel really truly drained right now. I slept for most of the day, getting up only to feed Juno and later myself. I wish I was in tune with myself enough to know what's wrong with me. Maybe it's a mixture of things. Lunar tides, the stars, maybe I've been hexed. 

Speaking of. I think someone's cursed the fields again. On yesterday's walk around town, there was a rain cloud concentrated above the farmer's fields, flooding the crops. I should probably get to work on a protective spell for that, out of the "goodness of my heart," or whatever, but I think I'll wait for him to come to me. Rude as that may be. Whatever.

I miss my mother. I've been looking through the family grimoire recently, trying to find placement for my own things. She's so accomplished, I don't know how I can live up to all she's done.

I think I miss Parker more, though. She still hasn't spoken to me since my departure. 

☾as