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To be honest lately I been feeling like I'm actually going crazy, so sad to be born with a poor mental health. When I think about another life or another universe I hope that in another life I'll be the same but with another mentally, I hope to in another one I can be happy with all that I have like things and persons and in another universe I really hope I don't exist, just want another chance to be happy really honestly and deep in my soul I wish to health even if I'm scared, I hope to get married and to have a family and the most important is to at least left behind the thing that makes me suffer so much lately, hope one day I'll be happy and worthy to love.