love sick (and actually sick)

𝓜𝓸𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰

I had an awesome dream, Josh Hutcherson went to my house to take me out on a date, and when he came out of his car he started to kiss me and it was so cool... and then I woke up (Literally lol).

Then I showered and all that shit when I realized I was sick and it was horrible, I hate being sick so my day was literally so bad, well kinda but yeah I had an awful headache

𝓢𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓵

Oh school was really mid tbh, I had two exams and time passed so slow on my math exam, I was feeling very nauseous and I really wanted to leave but we couldn't so I had to stay all that time it was horrible. 

𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 (𝓞𝓻 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓫𝓪𝓼𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓶𝓼 𝓴?)

So I've been having some problems with my crush, 'cause we were actually a trio but those two had a really big fight and they cut their friendship so it was only us now. I never really liked that other friend 'cause she always used me as her psychologist so I decided to not be friends with her anymore but I never told her so she still goes up to me and we talk like we used to but for me is not the same yk? So because she's with me my crush doesn't get near me or says hi to me and I'm like "She's not the problem because you're saying hi to me not to her yk?" and also he never comes to me and starts convos, I'm always the one that goes and start the chat and I don't mind but it gets boring and frustrating. I talked about it with a friend of mine and she said that it was actually very good from my part to start deataching from him because he doesn't pay me attention and maybe he's still stuck on his ex so yeah all I can say is that he's an idiot and I don't like-like him anymore, maybe I'll confese to him at one point but only to like get that shit off my chest yk? Who knows maybe he'll say yes... I wouldn't mind that ahahaha（*゜ー゜*)