Days~

going by slowly with a sudden energy..
stay quiet is the only way mentally. 

emotions breaking in, too many.. 
feels like home by the window's envy.

seasons changing, snowy days to stay..
the distance swallows day by day. 

feeling the same, yet the pain holds..
melancholy gates open, waiting in folds. 

running back, do you feel the same?
tell myself to sleep at night, it's a game. 

instincts wasting time, humming about..
trying not to be obvious, instead devout. 

"swallow pills like cherry pops, la-la"
resting my mind, clicking my jaw. 

reassurance is needed, drop three lines..
i know.. obnoxious silly behavior signs.