basketball season SUCKS

Basketball season is officially the worst thing ever for me. No i do not play basketball, MY GIRLFRIEND DOES. Basketball literally took away my girlfriend </3 this is not ok. I've been so used to her taking me home and being on bus rides with her but now basketball season isn't allowing that to be possible :( I wish I could relive all the moments where I've went home with her. When I go home with her, it's always the best moments. I hate not being able to see her as often and not being able to get on the bus with her. I'm so used to having her by my side at all times and having her shoulder to lay on on the bus when I'm feeling tired. She has practice everyday after school from 4-6 :( 2 hours without her </3 I know it doesn't sound like much but that's soo long for me. omg ride homes have never been so MAGICAL before until my girlfriend came into the picture. She made the end of my days the best and I miss it so much. I can't wait until this season is over I'll finally have her back and we'll be able to go home together again :( It's gonna be the best day (not ever but ykwim) I'll never forget kissing on the back of the bus and cuddling up against each other. Holding hands when our hands are cold and playing thumb wars when we're bored. I miss the small sarcastic arguments and the giggles we would have on bus. We even have our signature seat. I hate sitting there if it's not with her. even if that's the only place available i'm going to stand. That seat is our spot and I don't wanna sit there with anyone else. Sometimes when I'm down and I have to go on the bus without her I'm always thinking to myself how things would be if she was there with me. I wouldn't be feeling the way I'd feel because she'd automatically be able to wipe those feelings away and replace them with happiness. I miss her so much she'll always be there with me spiritually. hopefully soon she'll be there with me, body and spirit. (if that makes sense)

end of blog ! :) bai bai