bad date today EEK（咒）

Ok like a month ago I told this guy, lets call him Fried, that I thought he was kind of cute. We've been friends for like a year so knowing him I 100% thought he was just gonna say "Ok" and that'd be it. I WAS WRONG! He replied saying "ur cute to" and that was like the end of the convo (ㆆᴗㆆ). It was so awk, we like texted more often over the past month and talked more, but as we talked more I realised I actually didn't like him |_-｡). See the thing is we are just SO opposite. Like, he's the most cliche school nerd you could ever think of. He's in all AP classes, is taking all 3 sciences, and is kind of quiet. I'm a theatre kid who has never studied a day in their life, is in all dash 2 classes, and knows like 3/4 of the school. Could not be more polar opposite. Also he only operates on shock value jokes. I'm a comedic person, sometimes shock value jokes are funny but ITS THE ONLY JOKE HE HAS (‘A`). God, anyways. We were gonna go skating today, bc I thought that'd be a cute first date idea, but brother doesn't own a pair of skates, so we just hung out at the playground next to the rink. It wasn't super awk it was just boring I guess bc he can't make a new joke to save his life and THATS THE ONLY THING HE WULD LIKE TALK ABT!! Like I would try and have an actual conversation but he would give like one word responses and then say something dumb like "Don't you think taking hard drugs would be funny." NO, NO FRIED I DONT THINK ITD BE FUNNY, I THINK YOU NEED NEW JOKES {ಠ︷ಠ}. The worst part of today was I didn't get the chance to tell him I dont want to be in a reletionship in person so i had to text him (ᕵ_ᕴ). I like talking abt things in person so that tone doesn't get confused over text but, oh well.

anyways, that was my day, I'm gonna go watch some kpop videos to make me feel better (๑￫ܫ￩)