the hospital

I might have to go back to the mental hospital for medication monitoring. I have been having issues with my meds not working and the people that give me my meds. they don't like changing my meds so they want me to go to the hospital so they can monitor what is happening and shit. I hate going, they make me take out all of my piercings and shit. Like if I wanted to go to the hospital, I would've gone already. This is bullshit. I hate being mentally ill.