Life lately...

I have some uncertainty about the future, and I admit, I don't know where I will go, and that scares me a little. The feeling of readiness compels me to leave my current state behind and venture into an unknown realm, which means a willingness to undergo personal transformation. I think it's time to move on to another time. 

I have the desire for change and growth within me. Although, after studying other people's behavior and exploring places, within my own realm of consciousness, I understood that I have the gift of being able to inject different realities into my perception. Then I came to the realization that no one else is present and that everything around me is simply a projection. Possibly alluding to this feeling of disillusionment with external structures and a search for deeper meaning within myself. At the same time I feel longing and regret, for not having announced to someone about my departure... Forgive me for not telling you, but you weren't ready for that until soon. I'm sorry to convey this bittersweet separation to you but I need you to recognize that not everyone can accompany me or understand me on my journey of self-discovery and change... 

In closing, I want to deepen the human longing for transcendence, self-realization, and a deeper connection with the universe. I want to encourage you, who is reading this, to embrace change, to leave behind the limitations of the present and embark on a personal search for higher meaning and purpose.