shark's gut (ONLINE DIARY :3) ♡ pt 1

today is january 16, 2024, its 9:38 pm and its pretty chilly outside (ㅅ´ ˘ `)

DEAR DIARY ૮꒰ ˊᗜˋ ꒱ა

so i kind of decided on writing a diary, because sometimes its too much you know! maybe this could help me remember things and to get a grip looool.

first of all, i should introduce myself better, i think (ᵕ—ᴗ—) as you can see in my profile, im 19, my names cass/neuvillette, and im just a guy. well not exactly a guy. guy-aligned. yeah... i used to study fine arts in my first year of college, but i dropped out cause of money issues.

i consider myself kind of a tryhard. even if my family didnt approve of me leaving home and studying alone in the big city, i'd say i've done my best. for someone with YEARS of untreated trauma, bpd, autism, adhd and psychosis i'd say i'm strong. or maybe i'm just really stubborn lolol •⩊• what do you think? (that sounded sooo self centered lol) 

uhhh... i like cats! and deers and sheep and sharks! my favorite sanrio character is pompompurin!! i'm pretty tall too, like 1'76cm (idk feet), my hair is short, black with blonde highlights, last year it was semi long and purple! umm. . . . . . . . and i'm good at cooking, painting and drawing. . . . .. . .  what else can i say about myself? (,,>﹏<,,) I'M REALLY SHY IRL I DONT KNOW HOW TO APPROACH PEOPLE! its hard enough on social media too... im happy with the friends i have at the moment. i love them all wholeheartedly ♡⸜(˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝

i've been staying with my partner these past... week and a half? yeah. their mom isnt here so shes not bothering us... idk man shes just a pain! whatever, we've been cooking and talking and stuff. i love them so much ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ we even went on a date together today, our monthversary was on the 13th so we're 10 months in now :3 

ENOUGH!!!! I CAN TALK ABT THEM FOR HOURS BUT ENOUGH!!! (๑>◡<๑) 

whatever! im really happy right now. i hope you all like this crazy rambling, there WILL be more. oh also, if there are any hard topics (trauma, vent, etc etc) on this, there'll be a warning on the top! i know people younger than me are here so i dont wanna, yk, biden blast them with a vent on their faces... im insane but not THAT insane. i'm a responsible adult! ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧ (cue sparkling sfx)

i'd say that's it :3 hope you like me!

— lots of love, neuvillette, who's eating olives rn (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)