Haha, ref sheet and I redesigned Alexian :3

(W/out journal entry the one with the journal is under the cut but please head the content warnings.) imma say a lot of the same stuff I said on Tumblr, this is gonna be updated from time to time since I just gave this bitch every health problem I have or show signs of, so if I get a diagnosis imma add it, also for those who don’t know what hyper mobility spectrum refers to, it’s someone who is hyper mobile but isn’t sever enough to constitute an EDS diagnosis (think that kid in ur class who could pop their thumb or some other “double jointed” thing) Alexian can pop his jaw, and hyper extend his elbows, pointer finger, and thumb as well as touching his thumb to his wrist so ye, things he really shouldn’t be able to do :3.  (Also abt the scars, fun fact the one on his finger is bc he was a dumbass and cut his finger slicing a watermelon and the one by his eye is the result of picking at a cat scratch over and over again (I swear I’m not projecting guys))

Version w/ the journal cw: journal includes generally depressing stuff, like self loathing, self deprecation, implied self harm, and self destructive behaviour)

Important to note: the journal is not accurate to real life and is simply how the character views himself, if you actually struggle with what it discusses you are not a bad person and deserve love and support even if you don’t think so, take care of yourself.)