Entry 34

I havent wroten down anything in a while but i rlly need to rant.

My irl friend (we will call her A) usually hangs out with me and thisnother girl (E). And usually its js me and A goofing around with E giggling ans stuff. A even told me shes gonna join this school activity with me last semester. But ever since thus semester started she didnt tell me she was gonna join with E. she even started to spend more of her time with E than me. I might js be overreacting or smth but this feeling makes me sick to my stomach.

I really hate being replaceable. Like i was so excited i even told my mom ‘omg im gonna jojn this school activity wif my friend!!!’ And now idk what to tell her. Ion want her to be dissapointee but i also dont wanna go there alone as a first time.

Sometimee i think i really am a boring person. I may js be clingy or smth but A and E are in class b while im in class a (SOS) and they usually get out of their class to see me during 5 min brakes. But these few days shes been going in the class ealiernand earlier. It could js be they are doing their project thingy but she promised me we would do it togetyer and now she does it with E :(