I hate and love commissions ngl

I just got done w this one realism commision that took from Dec 10 - Jan 9 and I have to start another right after.That is not my art style by default. I draw in an "anime" art style. My brain was not made for this bull T0T. If I don't wait a week to do the next one I'm fr gonna burn out AND LET ME TELLLL YOU! Pressure is high since the guy insisted that he pays upfront. Like he don't understand that I have no motivation because now I'm working towards nothin. I'm still gonna do it, but like w zero motivation so chances are I'mma have art block up the A after I finish it.

But.... Call me the sin of greed, I need that cash for my nerd shit 🤣