Diary Entry 36

Dear Diary,

          A friend called me princess 2 days ago and I have not forgotten it!!! I was really flustered suddenly, IM NOT A PRINCESS THO!!!! I get swooned so easily, I fall in love so quickly!!! It's not in a poetic way tho its more in a pathetic way!! Is it hot that I am really pathetic??? I hear that guys really like pathetic girls!! They always say "I can fix her" but they always fail!!! Yet they still date us regardless, does that mean I have a chance with them??? Thats a totally weird way to think because I dont even like men!!! I like ladies!! I am lesbianmaxxing!! lesbopilled...

          I wonder if I have a chance with any ladies!! My lady friends are real nice but they would never ever be in a relationship with me yknow?? I get such big crushes but I have to pretend to be normal like everyone else and NOT say hot things and compliment them!!! I can't say things out of line and expose myself as a failure pilled loser maxxing lesbian girly gal!!!! It truly is very embarassing to live my life as me yup yup!!!

Sincerely, Miki