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  Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like to stick a knife in my stomach. It's not like I have suicidal thoughts or anything... on the contrary, I really enjoy my life (i guess). It's just a recurring question, what level of pain would I feel? Or would I just feel adrenaline? How long would I have consciousness before I died? And if I survived, what would my family say?
Things like that, not only about ways to die but also situations in which I wouldn't think much before acting. For example, adults avoid fighting because they could be sued or arrested, right? So, these possibilities in which there would be no consequences for your actions are intriguing to me, I believe that in this type of experience, human beings would become more aggressive perhaps? I have no way of knowing, just reflecting.
Thanks for reading, sorry for the bad English. Good night creatures of meat.Â
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flor de junio
same like i wish i had multiple lifes to try all types of destroying yourself because i dont really wanna die i just wanna feel something i've never felt
GoddessRhiannon
Maybe get tested for OCD... XOXO -from a fellow mentally ill human
GoddessRhiannon
Maybe get tested for OCD... XOXO -from a fellow mentally ill human
Nic
To your first question, I've heard it may be one of the most painful ways to die so...don't consider that option! Or the dying part.
In general, it's normal for thoughts to cross our mind about how our body might respond to certain situations.
And I'd wager your suspicion is right about human nature ; were there no enforcement of laws giving consequences to action, it would not be a fun time for most of us. There is a long historical basis for most laws in the world.