Dream journal #6

★ Hii I took a nap and had this really long & interesting dream so I'm sharing this with you guys!! I ALSO drew the main girl mentioned through the dream so many times so stick around for that :)

TW / CW for suicide, small cult mention (no in depth)..

I was in the backstage to be part of a play but I didn't really know what the play even was so I met a bunch of people and like this one girl was acting so horribly like hurting people physically really Bad and laughing at their pain and she was just really mean honestly so i kind of assumed everyone was already in character / practicing the play??

anyways i become friends with that girl (she went up to me and started talking) and im kind of scared to ask if everyone's in character so she wouldnt get mad at me and then i just kind of start to find out that shes is Not in character for anything and that shes just a really fucked up person so like okay cool i guess .

so we're like hanging out and shit in the backstage and she's talking to me and she's not being that bad??

she steps away from me to do something and then idk what happens but I have a near death experience and pass out and the next thing I know I wake up in a random bed i don't know

So like I'm kind of 'glitching' in and out reality and I can't understand whats going until I get snapped back to reality by someone grabbing my wrist really hard. I open my eyes and it's THE girl! She looks really worried and also kind of freaking the fuck out and she's like "DID YOU TRY TO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF AND LEAVE ME YOU ASSHOLE???" and I'm like no girl I have no idea whay happened and she's like okay good, she calms down immediately

We talk a little about regular stuff until I quietly figure out the reason I was "glitching in and out" of reality earlier was because I could now like?? hop from a consciousness to another but I can't control Who I'm hopping to but I give it a try anyway I fucking guess

I hop consciousness to THE girls brother and he's like Dying. He tried to kill himself and I have no idea why but I kind of find out that happened to his mom to and that it's the dad's fault. I didnt really know what the dad did yet

Then i go back to my own consciousness with THE girl and turns out that like my body just Stays there unmoving and not doing anything when I go to another consciousness so I stop doing that because shes very clearly streased the fuck out by me "zoning out" so bad

anyways we end up talking about her dad and that's where I find out whats wrong with the guy!

Basically the dad was like leading the entire family and controlling them really hard (think of it as a cult maybe). He used to be normal I think but one day he got completely unhinged?? He also did some "cooking show" with his family where he would cook and they'd all eat together and it was a sweet show but when he started being fucking insane the cooking show got Bad and he would make like cereal with tomato soup. Really fucking gross. And have people laugh at his family as they ate his gross ass food.

He was basically so controlling he fucked up everyone in the family & got the mom and THE girls brother to kill themselves & got THE girl to become extremely violent and unhinged herself

And that's pretty much all of the actual lore I can remember?? I feel like a big part is missing but I can't remember for the life of me sniffles. I think I become THE girls girlboyfriend so I win?? I want her sooo bad ngl

Drawing of THE girl!! My wife