Mirena

Tommorow i'm going to my doctor to get a Mirena placed. 

Am i scared? Nah not really i have a high pain tolerance. 

i hope she uses a plastic speculum. And if she is not i'm gonna ask her if i can hold it before we start so its not cold bcs my pussy aint gonna warm itself up in this weather. 

THIS WOMAN LITTERALY GAVE ME PILS TO TAKE THE NIGHT BEFORE AND THE MORNIN OF MY APOINTMANT. Let me tell you something about those pills.

THEY ARE ABORTION PILLS. i'm gonna have contractions bcs of these pills.

I will give u guys a update after my appointment. 

Update: 

Jezus fucking christ 

So I went to my doctors and she made some weird ass remarks. She couldt do it. I dont know what she did but she did it wrong. She told me i will have to go to the hospital to the gyn. And atleast she knew what she did. My bf went with me to the hospital thank god she didnt hurt me like my doctor did. It was still painfull but not as bad. 

Anyway that was my experience.