That One Friend

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Subject: That One Friend

This will basically be a word vomit about an old friend that i used to have but sadly do not have anymore so haha. 
I think we all have had that one online friend where it was lowkey weird. I'm not saying that they were weird or anything, just the dynamic of the entire friendship was weird.

So I had this friend from Dec 2022-June 2023 and we had met through my best friend. I became really close friends with this friends through those 6-ish/7-ish months or so and lowkey developed feelings for him. I could tell he kinda liked me back, just based off of the overall vibes. But we never talked about it so it never went anywhere. (Looking back on it now i don't know if i am glad that it didn't go anywhere.)

June 2023 he left me (no he didn't die he just kinda ended our friendship very abruptly) and i was sad for months and it honestly sucked ass for a bit cause everything reminded me of him. Now flashforward to December 2023 I found his tiktok and try contacting him and he replied to me saying that one day he will come back and we can be friends again. Yet he blocked me. So on New Years Eve I contact him on a separate account basically saying to tell me if he is coming back or not because i cannot stay hung up on him. He says that I should just move on.

So now i am trying to move on but its a real pain in the ass.

Not really looking for advice when i post this, just wanted to word vomit and ramble about a shitty guy lol.