idk random stuff im using this as my notes app

i dont even know what to do anymore i always have something to say that could help but now i feel like im just shutting down

i dont know what to say i just dont know how to help anymore 

i want to be able to help people and help them feel better i want to be someone people feel that they can be comfortable with sharing their feelings 

i want to be able to be a support in someone elses life 

but my words left my mind

i cant find a response that would make him feel better

im still trying to figure out the answers to the questions he asks me 

maybe im not meant to do anything 

maybe im just 14