my stupid little feelings TW brief mention of sewer slide

i wish i didnt matter- i wish nobody knew who i was i wish nobody cared about me if nobody knew me nobody cared and i didnt matter to people..nobody would be hurt if i wasnt around anymore..i dont even feel real- i just feel like im floating around my stupid little life going to class doing my work (rarely tho it may be) like- i dont know- i feel like a ghost sometimes- i feel like either people cant see me or they dont care and i feel like my feelings my emotions nothing matter nobody cares