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the first 12 months of the year are always the hardest

it's cold and i'm tired, my body is giving out, so i can't move like i used to. i sleep more than is usual, but rest less than i need. my time is running out and, of course, i can't do everything, i can't do anything, as i've always been worse than people wanted me to be. a secret that tried staying hidden for as long as possible has been revealing itself slowly and surely. i can't find it in me to go further even tho i'm nowhere near to where it is demanded i reach. i don't know what to do despite knowing exactly what i should do. the biting wind blows smoke and dirt onto me and there is no fire to clean it anymore.


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catholicism didn’t stick the first time i don’t think this attempt is what’s gonna change my life

by red; ; Report

I'm not Catholic, nor could I ever endorse the destructive, deprecating, nonsense of either the Catholic or Evangelical Church grounds.

But, I do like to share the beauty of a blood-drenched lamb, not for the purpose of conversion, but of a pick-me up, much like He did in openly interacting with everyone.

by Marshmallow_Fluff; ; Report

so you’re a poser, and bad at cheering people up too

by red; ; Report

so you’re a poser, and bad at cheering people up too

by red; ; Report

Well now, poser for what?

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by Marshmallow_Fluff; ; Report