BULLSHIT!!!!

i am so sick of boyz!!!!! this guy is probs not over his ex but he's totes js tryna get w me bc i'm "easy" to him and as a rebound. HE LIT ADMITTED TO ME BEING A SECOND OPTION!! only issue is he's lowk super cute but at the same time i'm not trying to be w an emotionally unavailable guy. like he lit doesn't even know what he wants w himself.

and then there's this guy who is lowk my boyfriend rn bc i said yes which i kinda regret but i also feel shitty wanting to break up bc we literally got together yesterday.. but like i have a right to not want to rush things right? idk i js feel like the commitment of a relationship rn is way too difficult. but what if i js don't like this guy.. bc i don't necessarily find him cute but he is sweet to me. but ugh he js started talking sexually to my which i hate sm. at least i communicated to him tho.. IT'S JS SO ANNOYING. 

i hate relationships i hate high school I HATE ALL OF THIS!!!!!!!!