i need to talk.

so, hi stranger. i didn't introduce myself, i think now it's the time. i am Stepie (please don't ask my real name), 18 years old. i have seen pretty much in my life. the thing is, that these days i am really stressed. u'll ask why there is so much whining on my 1st blog.. i just need to talk to someone. i don't know if anyone ever will reed this, just think that this is a digital diary. maybe u'll ask why i don't write all this down on the paper.. then i'll say that maybe i need real people who'll read this and know that they are not alone.

the thing is that i am in the 12 class and i had exams this week. i passed them though, but the marks were not the best ones. from the exam of the language i've got 15/20. from the math exam i've got 17/20. maybe for someone these marks are pretty good, but for me it's not, bc i know these subjects very well. the problem is that my school wants money for better marks, although i have the money, but i want to pass all the exams with my knowledge. and u know, a lot of people who had cheated on their exams got 19/20, 18/20 or even 20/20. and these are the people who always copied from me the answers during the exams or tests. 

my parents are in stress too. and i think this week was the worst in my life.

i am an optimistic person, but this is too much for me..

i know, i always give pretty good advice everone that they should think about the future or this kind of sh*t, but i don't listen to this advice myself. and there is only emptiness in my soul..

thank u, stranger, for attention. i needed to talk, so don't judge me if i am too naive or a whiner. 

bye