first blog entry :D

Ive been so tired and unmotivated lately. Well…tbh I kinda always am LOL but more lately. Everything just seems so tedious to me. Stuff that I normally wouldn’t mind doing now seem impossible with my low energy. I feel like I have to force myself to do anything productive. But I have made a bit of progress. Like yesterday I worked out for about an hour. I used to workout 5-6 times a week but for most of December I didn’t exercise at all. Im trying to slowly get back into my old routine. I accidentally skipped todays workout but oh well, im trying my best. ive also been procrastinating school work. Im 19 but I still haven’t finished my last year of high school. Ive neglected school work so much. I just feel like im never gonna finish because of how much Ive procrastinated it. Not to mention the website has been pretty shitty and not letting me work on a lot of my classes. *but* today I finally got enough motivation to do some work for about an hour and it may not seem like that much but im still proud of myself. I just find it hard to grasp what im learning so thats why I procrastinate it so much :( I swear im not stupid or anything, I just really cant grasp subjects that im not interested in so school feels so difficult. 

even tho life been feeling difficult and ive been lacking in motivation, im gonna keep trying my best and slowly get better day by day <3