another boring blog about my life

so, ive been avoiding being alone at all costs but my roommate is out at a party so im just letting everything get to me now, enough to type this

17 days ago i slightly got hit by a car i forgot to say, no damage or anything just had a sore leg for a bit

i do not understand prophetic perfect tense

big box of marbles fell off the shelf yesterday and theres too many to pick up at once so i keep tripping over them, had my head slam against the walls a few times which hurts and makes me dizzy but i am already used to that so ive just got to be careful where i step

swamps are really cool, i want to swim in one but ive been trained as a human not to go anywhere near mud, my 2024 new years resolution is to ignore that and do what i like, i dont have to wait until the end of the world to enjoy things, i want more time to enjoy life.

i have a neutral opinion on buildings shaped as a hollow cube

earlier i remembered that everyones supposed to stop drinking for january but in complete honesty i am an alcoholic (pretty sure im drunk typing this) and im not even going to bother trying that, i dont go to parties anymore because its embarrasing how much i drink, everyone i know used to find it funny but now they can spot patterns and they just feel pity, i really dont care much because i expect ill manage to stop in the summer so im sure my kidneys will be fine

new years was okay, i wasnt that bothered, new year with new jumblefucks to sort

twilight fucking sucks and im glad its not as popular anymore i used to get so pissed off when people were like "are you team edward!??!!?!?!?!?!"  like no emily im questioning my sexuality and still am leave me alone FFS! -_-

me and my roommate have been arguing a lot, its not really intentional but annoying, i pointed out that i dont like being a backup/replacement friend and he got pissed off about it and has been annoyed at me since, maybe we werent as similar as i thought

after all, its just been like a regular winter, very cold outside, frost on the inside of the flat somehow but it happens, the weather is shit, the electric is sorted at least but i am so thankful to live up a hill next to a field otherwise i would be flooded in

done lots of birdwatching which is very hard in the cold and rain and not many are about but its pretty fun on the rare days where there is not any rain, they all seem to be too cold

ive been doing better with my life recently

i met someone who claims to have an orange gamecube but i doubt those exist, he was sooo defensive like "no no i swear i bought it orange! its rare! i swear dude its like 400 on ebay mate i swear dude" and he had a 2007 accent i was worried he was going to ask me to play with tech decks or something

i feel bad for the person that i am a replacement for, he exists and he stares at the same moon as i do, i hope hes doing well

street light outside was pissing out sparks all over someones car

yes i use spacehey as a diary? problem? [trollface]

i found an old sd card and theres lots of "final files" from when i thought id go through with stuff which is hilarious because life wasnt even that bad then

has anyone ever smoked straight up dust lmk i want to hear what the results are!!

those internet cables in the sea... how big are they? what are they made of? how much do they cost? can i eat one? can i suck the internet out like its a straw?

well, im invisible until im needed

i have a big hatred for various institutions, lots of them

my dad cleared 3 boxes of my stuff out his flat just left them at the doorstep and i owned a LOT of invader zim stuff years ago and i have no idea how i got it

you can tell a phone isnt recent when theres a light at the top that goes on while its charging or at low battery, no idea why those dont still exist

one thing i dont like about people is that i am just a guy to them but they are everything i have

i really like setting off fireworks but i dont want to scare anything so i havent done that for years

thats it for now, i might go to sleep, heres a song ill just put here for you lot to listen to 

night night

i now know what it means to turn into a horrible person with no way of stopping it