IM EXCITED TO BE AN ADULT IS THAT WEIRD

IVE BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT HOW IM GETTING OLDER AND WITHIN A FEW YEARS ILL BE AN ADULT AND IM ACTUALLY EXCITED BECAUSE ILL GET TO HAVE MY OWN HOUSE AND DRIVE A CAR AND GO WHEREVER I WANT IF I WANT TO, AND ILL BE ABLE TO DECORATE MY HOUSE TO LOOK SOSO COOL, AND ILL BE ABLE TO WEAR THE CLOTHES I WANT AND DYE AND STYLE MY HAIR AND GET GENDER AFFIRMING CARE AND TATTOOS, ILL BE ABLE TO DO WHATEVER I WANT AND LOOK THE WAY I WANT AND MAKE MY HOUSE LOOK THE WAY I WANT AND IM JUST SO EXCITEDDD IK IM SETTING MYSELF UP FOR DISAPPOINTMENT PROBABLY BECAUSE SURVIVING IN THIS ECONOMY AND GETTING MY OWN HOUSE WONT BE EASY BUT IM STILL EXCITED AND HOPEFUL FOR SOME REASON!!!!! IS THAT WEIRD????? IDK