BLOG + OUTFIT + PICS (CAT, SKETCHES, PROJECT, CLOTHES) :3

YO.... U WONT BELIEVE IT......... ruru actually stopped being a shut in neet and made friends and has been going outside and having fun :D, life has been hectic!!!! >_< but yk at least im having fun!!!i kinda can barely remember what has happened, I know im hypomanic so I've been taking super impulsive decisions like meeting up with my childhood friends out of nowhere after I became a shut in for 5 years causing one of them to have an existential crisis and some shit, it's been crazy!!! also i dyed some clothes black the other day, didn't come out to well so I'll give em another dye, it's rly cheap so it should b ok!! also haven't drawn anything since last drawing i posted -_- I'm interested on doing other things rn, but i know that if i don't draw now that I have too much enegry I won't draw at all when i get hit with a low moment again O_O!!!!!! oh also I quit almost all social media, so I'm barely active anywhere anymore except here, discord and IG!! (my personal account is rurusilliest if u wanna follow :3 lemme know u found me from here and I'll follow u back!!) AAAAAAAND I SPENT THE LAST 2 WEEKS HELPING MY MOM WITH A SUPER BIG PROJECT OF HERS!!! WE BUILT A MINI FAKE CHOCOLATE HOUSE!! I'LL ADD A PIC AS WELL :D painting it under the 30°c+ sun was a nightmare, thankfully i don't get burnt easily :3

a bit of a mental health update as well... I've been well!! but I've been alternating from both extremes, I'm still having bad thoughts and I'm unstable and I overreact to stuff, but it's deffo better than before!! also i've been SH clean for a while, like 2 weeks i think!! yippeee!!

ok that's all, love u all!! here are some pics!!! also it's my cat Chi's birthday!!! she turns like 16 i think!! so I'll add some baby pics of her as well!! but first.... my outfit for yesterday!! sorry for bad pic, i took it super quickly and i don't often have access to full body mirrors :[

sorry this is all over the place, my brain is all over the place as well!!