RANDOM RAMBLINGZ (vent)

I wonder if like Alois zurvived in a different universe. Like I know he did but I don't know. I like to think there'z a univerze where he doexn't have cancer and we are together back in France forever 3: I like to make friendz but I'm terrible at it due to being a zyztem and autiztic . I wonder if my life would be a little better if I waznt traumatized . Wonder if I dezerved that trauma . XC ☹️💞