Are Friends Good for U?

I love my friends, they're great. sometimes. They add variety no doubt, but what do you do when they start becoming a normal part of your routine? You wake up, leave your house, meet up with friend #1, they've been here for 2 years, then you meet up with friend #2 later that day, they've been here for a little under a year. Then, when you're working you remember to check friend #3's snap story, almost 6 years, and you have to text friend #... but why not just stop talking altogether. Even when your friends do random things, it becomes something you kinda just, expect after a while, then you become numb to it, then it becomes annoying, then you search for someone new, never cutting off those other friends tho. Eventually, you have all these "friends" but are they really your friends, or just a list of names to check off as you talk to them. I think I need a factory reset :/. I know this seems shallow but I think sometimes I was made to live miles away from real people, but then I go insane.