im happy for my family

im happy for my not so always happy family, although we never really hid the fact that we weren't so good in our bad times we didnt always handle it the best way, alcohol was a thing... i say we because although i was really young seeing my parents drunk n arguing, when i was about 14 i started drinking to b able to cope with things myself. 

nowadays that isnt our day to day, my parents stopped drinking for some years now (i mean they do but not as much as before) and me myself reduced my drinking last year, which has made me feel much better!!

i'm glad we've all strived for being better, but sometimes i just wish they wouldn't deny what happened when i was younger