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Dear Blog,

Its quite early in the morning and im still not quite sure if i have a doctors appointment today or if it wasnt rescheduled yet or what. But anyways its 5:57am at this current second and i havent slept yet.

Ive just been watching Greys Anatomy while i do whatever on SpaceHey. Im on season 5 episode 22 of Greys Anatomy as of right now, but im also rewatching it so ive already seen these parts already. I cant remember what part I stopped at but i know for sure i didnt watch like all of it before, especially because im pretty sure its still running.. isnt it?

Anyways. Ive been trying to journal alot lately. And so far i've succeeded. I've journaled every single day since the start of the new year, 2024. Even though most of it is just me rambling about Greys Anatomy to fill page space, im proud of myself. I like journaling and throughout all my random interest changes i go though its always been something i try to pick back up.

I havent read the book im reading, A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara in a few days. Not since i read those, like, 10 pages and now havent read it since. I usually read books really fast, but this book is just soo borrringgg at the beginning. Im 200 pages into the book and theres over 800 pages in it. I really want to read it all but im not sure how long that will take. I dont like reading two books at once (not that i had ever really tried before tbh..) but i also started to read Released by Gypsy-Rose Blanchard. Im not too far into it but its also a really short eBook.

I still havent talked to him. I message him pretty much every day, things like goodmorning or miss u. I dont know at what point i should stop that.. But i dont think i want advice on that quite yet.

Im super excited for the Melanie Martinez concert i got tickets to thats coming up. I say coming up but its actually like 4 months away.. hehe. Ive had the tickets for months now but im so excited. Ive now become a tiny bit nervous though, because i cant remember what i saw but i saw something that made me check ticketmasters seat information and stuff. Anyways, the point is that the seats in front of my two seats say "obstructed view".. mind dont say that. I dont see anything that says they're obstructed? But if the seats in front of me are obstructed how can mine not be? Im just mainly nervous because im a very short person honestly.

Im also super excited for the Ipad that im supposed to get when income tax money comes in. Im trying not to get my hopes up too bad, because something bad always happens when i get my hopes up for stuff that i really want, but i cant help it. Im excited to play games on it, maybe make a digital journal on it, watch YouTube/Netflix on it, and read on it. Im not very good at trying not to get my hopes up.

Anyhoo. Im sitting in bed right now on my laptop. Its been a little hard for me to make friends on here. Im not that good with small-talk, you know? Im about to continue watching Greys Anatomy after i finish writing this blog. I wish I had some snacks right about now, maybe like chips or something idk.

Ive been writing this blog post for too long now. I should really atleast try to laydown and get some sleep. Goodnight.

Until Next Time,

purbabie

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