classes starting again soon

i'm majoring in animation, that's like obvious. always wanted to do it always been in love with the medium always been an artist super passionate about what i do genuinely in love with it. and it's like.. i can't evn count what semester im going into, i think it's my 5th? i started in the spring instead of the fall.

but it's like ugh, i can't say i don't feel like im on the road to success here, at least with my degree (a job is another story) i struggle a lot being like unmedicated in college but im not doing as bad as id think i would, it's kinda refreshing. but it's like every semester im like ok this one im definitely gonna get an A in this class, and then end up like passing with a C or something. and im like well shit at least im passing it's literally just like.. 💀 these instructors are so strict i need to up my game, ykwim?

like im not god awful im not terrible or nothin im doing pretty ok i get internships this that the third it's just like in the classes i need to take for my major the workload is so massive but i gottaaaa get used to it. like there's no way around it, this is just college yk. the actual creative industry is gonna be so much heavier so i gotta like, straighten up 😶‍🌫️ WHEWWWW. wishing myself luck