1-10-24

say i make a good boyfriend 

until im begging for you to read me

reaching out feels shameful

in slutty lingerie 

on a wednesday night

refreshing my messages

in hopes youll save me

lets burn down waterparks

till soot coats skinned knees

when our flame loses spark

ill knownmy time is done for

please answer my pleas

i always said i was above begging

now im down on my knees

shame in hand

and hands on concrete

impatience comes prepackaged

in unpredictable pressure