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song: snow, angus & julia stone
spacehey last night was CRAZY (i accidentally deleted all the text from part 1 when i tried editing the blog theme lol fml i'll summarize part 1 in the comments)
the guy i hooked up w last thursday texted me yesterday night and he came over to my house and it TOTALLY HAPPENED AGAIN AAIIIGHJ OMGGGG. he had practice at 7:00 but he said he didnt care and stayed until like 7:30 just hanging out w me after lolol
my neck looks like i got attacked i wore a turtleneck to school today ｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡ so embarrassing
idk how long something like this can last cause i know i want something long term and i don't think hes the guy. i just wanna let myself have fun, and especially while i'm still a teenager. 2023 was the shittiest year of my life for all sorts of reasons but the implosion of my closest friendships and the loss of the healthiest romantic relationship i'd ever had stick out particularly
i'm gonna let myself be just a little self-destructive. even if it just means more groveling later lol
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(part 1): basically i went out last thursday with this SUPER hot dude who was really shy and after a pretty run-of-the-mill coffee date we went back to my place and hooked up and it was AMAZIINGN but i was worried he lost interest because he was suddenly super dry over text but ig i was reading way too into it like always lolol anyway we hooked up again last night and it was AWSOME