im sorry you found me

tw // implied attempt im sorry you found me im sorry you found me, nearly lifeless on those tile floors. those tile floors that had blood stains and pills scattered all over. those green tiled floors. im sorry you found me, barely able to breathe, crying. im sorry for all the blood that got on you. im sorry for how afraid i made you. im sorry you had to drive me to the emergency room, at 2:31 am. im sorry it was so loud. im sorry you wokeup to that, that you were the one to take me. im sorry you watched me get taken away by all those doctors. im sorry that you thought you nearly lost me. im sorry for never speaking to you about how i felt. im sorry for letting it get this bad. im sorry you'll never be able to look at the tiled floors the same again. those green tiled floors. im sorry you found me.