Life Update

things r kinda getting better but idk... i feel like i'm regressing into a depressive state because i've been comfortable in it for so long... or maybe i'm just a cute hikkikomori guy who wears fem clothes cuz i feel pretty in them... idk.... my room is a mess and i barely ever do anything around the house...

i have been going out but only for job training and occasional shopping, and even then i'm somewhat addicted to online shopping, just ordered 2 packages.... will someone save me? or will i be doomed to spirial down this path until i die in my own bed??

i really want a boyfriend....