L change the world makes me SOB

bro i was reading L chnage the world and PAGE 151. PAGE 151 HAS ME SOBBING OJ MY GOD I FEEL SO BAD FOR L. I CANT LIKE SPOIL ANYTHING BUT THIS SHIT IS SO SAD AKSHSKSHSJSB L is so real i feel so bad 4 him i wanna hug bro or smth LIKE OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD THIS SHIT GOT ME FUCKED UP 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 AKJWKSHSJSSKSJSHSHSHEH LLLLLLLLLL😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i cannot see anything the same anymore what the FUCK OH MY GOD i need to rant to someone abt ir RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!! AJSKSJSSHSJ I WANNA CRY OHFBFJFJFJFUFJFJFJFJFJFHDHDGDG PLEASEEEEEEE IM GONNA SOB I CANT DEAL WITH THIS IM IN SUAMBLES I AM GOING THROUGH IT.