bsd characters rant because i love them too much

Kyuusaku Yumeno

i hate that Q is such a small character in the series becasue i think they genuinely have the best character design and ability out of everyone AND ONE OF THEIR PUPILS IN THEIR EYE IS A STAR JUST AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSDFIHASEIFUHQWEOIURQWVBO I LOVE THEM SO MUCH and even though Chuuya is one of my favourite characters too i got so mad when he was so casual about killing Q like dude no LOOK AT THAT POOR CHILD HOW DARE YOU. Also even though it´s fucked up that they have to constantly have razor blades buried in their arms it adds to their character so well becasue they´re a sadist and stuff. I wanna know their backstory SO BADLY and it was also so sad when they tell Dazai they´re going to make him suffer like he made Q suffer, like WHAT DID DAZAI DO TO YOU?? KILL THE BASTARD IF HE LAID A FINGER ON YOU which he very probably did (like with akutagawa) and it makes me so sad. Also at the end of episode 3 season 3 when Dazai is being an annoying fuck as usual and telling Chuuya he´s his dog, small 6 year old (?) Q is there and AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HOW ARE THEY SO CUTE. I love thinking about them and Elise being friends but how possibly they were friends with Kyoka before she left the mafia and it makes me so sad. Anyway I love Q  so so so so so so so so so so so much and they deserve wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy more screen time.

Lucy M. Montgomery

LUCY M MONTGOMERY MY LOVE I LOVE HER SO MUCH. I hate how so many people hate her for "getting in the way of shinsoukoku" which SHE DOES NOT. I wished she had more screen time (why are all of my favourite characters minor characters) I want to know more about her so badly but with the information we´ve had until now about her and her backstory and personality and stuff i lover her so much and she deserves SO MUCH BETTER. Considering how pretty almost everyone is in bsd i genuinely think Lucy is one of the prettiest characters. I love her clothes and her red hair and her face and HER ABILITY OMFG ITS SO FUCKING COOL I WANNA HAVE IT TOO. Thinking about it it´s probably one of the most useful abilities too cus like imagine being able to trap people inside your mind and then leaving them there forever. Like imagine if she trapped Fukuchi and Fyodor in Anne´s room; literally EVERYTHING would be solved. Although it does piss me off how shes only used in the series for plot convenience or for being Atsushi´s love interest, like NO TREAT HER LIKE SHE DESERVES. 

Sigma 

SIGMA. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I had an (unfortunately) veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long phase of hating Sigma for literally no reason. I was one of those annoying assholes that comment "skk is better" in sigzai posts IM NOT ANYMORE THANKS GOD and i hated her for literallt no reason. I had no actual argument to dislike Sigma and FUCK IM GLAD I LIKE HIM NOW. HIS HAR, CLOTHES, FACE, PERSONALITY, VOICE EVERYTHING, HOW IS SHE SO PERFECT. The only things i probably dont like that he did is sending that plane to crash against Tachihara because i love tachihara i wanna be his friend so badly, but she had reasonable and urgent reasons to do so. The casino is everything to her and she was willling to do anything to protect the only thing she could slightly call home. I adore Fyodor but if he actually killed Sigma im going to kill myself/j someone like Sigma deserves EVERYTHING, ABSOLUELY ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING. It used to annoy me that people ship Sigma with Dazai because i used to love Dazai and thought Sigma didnt deserve him. And she doesnt, SHE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER THAN THAT WEIRD BASTARD. Like who the fuck does Dazai think he is. Anyway Sigma deserves everything and id give her money even though im broke, casinos, id play poker with her, bake her all the cookies she wants and help her escape from Nikolai (jk siglai yayayayayayayayay).

Chuuya Nakahara

Chuuya. No comment. If i started talking about him i wouldnt stop so im not going to but i desperatly need to because i love him too much and whenever he´s on screen i scream and jump and get so fucking exited because ITS CHUUYA. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHR8TBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTVB5710RFCYU9TRHEWQBUIYTQCB3T890INEEDHISDICKSOBADLYWEUR98QTB823479T8B4Y2984TV5BV8TVEHFUWBYET9P82YCB I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM. MAYBE NOT THE BEING A MAFIOSO STUFF BUT STILL I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ITS CONCERNING. HES THE WHOLE REASON I STARTED WATCHING BSD AND IM SO GLAD BECASUE HE HAS MADE MY LIFE SO MUCH WORSE BY NOT EXISTING BUT IM SO GLAD HIS CHARACTER EXISTS. I LOVE LOVE LOVE HOW HE GETS SO EXCITED AND HAPPY WHEN HE SEES PUPPIES AND DOGS (BSD WAN) AND ITS SO CUTE HOW HIS FACE JUST GOES :D AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ALSO HOW HE´S SO ELEGANT AND HES THE MOST WELL DRESSED PERSON BUT HE´S STILL CONFIDENT AND PRETTY AND HANDSOME AND DESRVES THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD. I HATE HATE HATE DAZAI FOR GETTING TO EVEN BREATHE THE SAME AIR AS CHUUYA, AND FOR GETTING TO SAY "THATS WHAT MAKES ME LOVE YOU" LIKE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU DONT LIKE HIM THE WAY I DO AND HE´S JUST SUCH AN ASSHOLE TO HIM TOO LIKE I KNOW HE ACTUALLY ISNT AND THAT HE PLAYES SUCH AN IMPORTANT PART IN CHUUYAS LIFE BUT STILL. IF I WAS IN DAZAIS POSSITION ID TREAT CHUUYA LIKE AN ABSOLUTE GOD AND HOW HE DESERVES. I love his colour palette and his whole character design and the harmony between the dark colours he wears and the contrast with his orange hair and blue eyes. There are also so many small details that make him look SO FUCKING NICE like the little chain on his hat and his gloves and the pale orange of the insides of his sleeves and all of his clothes how does he manage to look so elegant and pretty. fuck i need therapy.