A machine

I really don't expect no one to read this, just wanna complain lol

Ok so... my house my rules, that's it, isn't it?

I know I have everything, and don't know if I'm the only one feeling like this or if I'm just crazy like my parents say, but I feel like a damn machine, everything is under controll of them, I have good grades, I kill my self studing, I don't have fucking time for my self, they ground me, and I mean it's ok, Im to frustrated sometimes to just act normally, but then they ask me to have "Familiy time" and at that point they just want me to act as if nothing happened and we are a "perfect family".

I don't have fucking time for my self where they are not complainig about how I waste my time.

Im at the point I don't even now what I like.

Please someone tell me im not completely crazy