becoming a better person

ive done a lot of shitty things i will admit

i hate the kind of person i am; i think im a horrible person but i don't want to be anymore

i plan on repenting (again) and being more faithful and focusing on my real life; i want to go to college and become an asl interpreter and i need to get my gpa up. i want this so badly, i want to be happy so badly. i think focusing on school will help me become a better person. i think the goal of striving to graduate with a good gpa & becoming an asl interpreter will help me. i want to clean up my space, get rid of tons of my things, rearrange my room and redecorate. i feel like it'll help my mental state.

i want to be a better person so badly. im going to try and focus on that goal. i want to be more inactive on discord & twt and just focus on irl stuff. maintaining my grades and getting a job. it'll be hard to be more offline but im going to try because i desperately want to improve.

ive been such a horrible person to everybody i know for years. 

i don't want to be like that anymore.

i want to be a better person; a good person.

i want to repent and be forgiven.

and im going to strive for these things; with all of my might.

i will be a better person.