I may very well die of boredom this week

Adult life is when 5 hour webinar for 3 DAYS.

(It's a state hospital so all the censorship is to avoid revealing my location)

I am genuinely excited to start my job tho I just wish I could get right into it cuz I'm 100% a hands-on learner. It also feels weird tho like I still feel like a kid most of the time which to a certain extent is normal for ppl transitioning into adulthood but like for me it's also trauma so it's fucking wiiiiild. I think I also just am going fast like when I showed up to the tower this morning for my employee ID picture everyone around was waaay older than me. Phlebotomy school is smth you can do immediately out of highschool so why aren't there more teens entering the phlebotomy workforce? My mom brought me there (we work at the same place so she showed me around) and the staff leading us kept talking to her first before me like they thought she was more likely to be the new employee lmao. I wish I had more time to like make up for not having a proper childhood but I also feel kinda proud at the sudden spike in my productivity like I really started making shit happen in the past year. Absolutely not thrilled for the early morning training shifts tho I can't wait til training's over so I can work nights!~