relating to my last blog

I want Arthur Morgan so bad. He's fine asl and knows it. I just hate all that traumatizing shit he had to go through with that waitress and his son, poor bastard didn't know what to do besides just move on. ahh, then with Mary? it was just right person, bad situation. He was a good man doing dirty work in his gang and Mary wanted to change that. 

But at the time, he only thought to be loyal to his gang and not to depend on anyone else. Tilly was right about her not being so worth it but it would've probably been the best for him. At the same time, it also wouldn't have given him that "inner peace" he's been needing his whole life. mf can never catch a break. makes my heart break thinking about all the things he could've been and the man he was. 

Everyone agrees he's a good man but his disappointing past makes him believe otherwise. truly, makes me sad. 

but anyway, I want his dick.