Not to be cringe or anything, but

I think realizing someone does not love you the same way you love them is such a hallowing feeling. 

I've been reading this book and it made me think about my last relationship, and for the longest time I thought we were on the same page about each other. It's been almost two years since then and it finally clicked for me that we didn't break up because of timing or any rhetoric akin to that, I just don't think she loved me the same way I loved her and she realized.

I'm not mad about it or anything it's just so weird realizing after the rose-tinted lenses have been taken off, even if it its 18 months later lmfao. All this makes me afraid to love someone as I loved her, that's probably why it's been so long since I've had a successful relationship on top of other things. 

Definitely something I just have to grow from, I won't let things like this hold me back for long

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