The Weekends

I love weekends, but GOD is it hard to find the motivation to do literally ANYTHING. Not to mention I just remembered 2020 was 4 years ago, not 2014, I think I might cry. I spent a good 7 hours playing Stardew Valley today and then, like, 5 hours on TikTok. Maybe I'd be more motivated if I had volleyball yesterday. Probably not. I'm not sure what to do today, how am I meant to decide what I'm gonna do with my life? Everyone says, "You're young, you have years to think about this" but really, I only have like, what, 2, 3 years left to figure my life out or I'm "wasting my time" and "What are you doing, didn't you think about what you wanted to do after high school?" Childhood is fleeting and I can't waste a moment, but every moment is wasted. That's why I don't really like the weekends :(