I hate when she has sleepovers

my girlfriend's friend are all girls and they like having sleepover. i wish i could go but i have strict parents so im left to stay at home. i hate when those stupid things come because i get really jealous. she gives them food and makes them her priority, although i do love her for how kind she is i wish it was less for other people. i wish i was her priority when they come and i could text as normal. i hate that i've never been the one to wake up with her beside me. im sorry if this all makes me toxic and shxt but i just want to be her number one all the time.

-bin00

p.s sorry about my horrible grammer, please dont flame me for it :')