chronicling my life n stuff #2 & #3

HI, 

Sorry for no blog post yesterday I was out of it and so this is gonna count as two posts in one (IKR??) 

Anyways yesterday I was so bored and exhausted. I napped all day and I was on my phone and drawing. Then I got hit with self hatred when I was trying to sleep and I got super depressed. I always get sad during this time of year bc there is no other holidays other than Valentine’s Day and even then I’m always single on Valentines Day. My mom also kept calling me a fatass and saying that I’m a weirdo for being in my room all the time. 

I can’t help it, I do the same shit downstairs that I do upstairs. At least in my room nobody bothers me or tries to argue. IM NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO GO OUT ON A WALK BY MYSELF OR ANYTHING SO LIKE??? WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO??

Sometimes she gets me so tight >:( but I still love her though she is my mom. Today I got my dad to take me to the beach to walk outside and we ate hot dogs and cheese fries. It was nice. I also got a coffee which I needed SO BAD !!! Now I’m happy :)

I gotta finish my essay for some application and fix my bed though so I think I’ll be occupied all day. 

I think I like blogging now. Maybe I’ll do fit checks or something soon. 

I’m gonna go do live the rest of my life now

BYE BYE, 

cypher :3