Rant

Why does he call me just to hang up atp? Like whats the point of that. I mean he called, and we talked and he said somethin that kinda make me upset, so I guess its technically my fault but still, pushing me out of the situation, he does this in general its so annoying and saddening and aswell with it, he never sends me pictures of himself anymore and Ive tried to ask him why and he just dodges it?! He got a suit today, and I said to myself "I would ask to see him in it but he/d just brush it off" like what. Why am I saying that?! Why do I literally have to say it to myself cause I know he wouldn't like what. I should not be doing that, I love him to death but like TALK TO ME, SERIOUSLY. Its so angering and I dont even know why, like hes sent me pictures of himself pretty regularly and he just one day stopped and got like..upset or like defensive when all i requested was a picture of his face cause I missed him?! Like I legit said that, "Can you please send me a picture of yourselfff I wanna see you!" Or something like that and he said no, so I obviously asked why and then I'm not sure he gave me a reason but all I remember is him saying "No means no.' LIKE DUH BUT I ASKED WHY, IM NOT FORCING YOU?? IM JUST CURIOUS. LIKE WHAT AND OF COURSE I ASKED WHY CAUSE ITS UNUSUAL FOR YOU  BRO, DUH? ESPECIALLY SINCE HE SAID TO ME HE LIKES WHEN I ASK QUESTIONS AND USED TO SEND ME PICTURES REGULARLY???? WHAT IS GOING ON BRO