School

I'm at school and this is my first time wearing big and fluffy false eyelashes so I got a lot of stares. On the bright side my friend complimented me and said I looked pretty. Two of my friends said that I looked pretty. Eyelashes are so hard to put on sometimes. Some kid in a lower grade decided to wear the same hoodie as me and I started saying, "She's stealing my swag." As a joke. Tbh I don't care that she's wearing the same hoodie as me. It's just a hoodie. I thought it was funny to say "She's stealing my swag." But it's kinda cringe now that I look back on it. I am also writing this on my school computer which is weird because my school blocks everything known to man. It's stupid. Also we have to do this weird thing in the mornings that make us do almost 90 minutes of math or reading. I struggle in math so of course I do a lot of that. I wish I could do more reading because I hate math so much. I don't know why but I struggle with it. Also yesterday was our first day back from winter break and they had this big and stupid assembly. It was so loud and we aren't allowed to have our phones in school so it sucked having to listen to that. They were so loud and for no reason. I wish school was more fun and less depressing. Maybe I'd actually enjoy it more if it didn't make me want to hide in the bathroom all day. I can't skip class even if I wanted to because my mom would get called. I wish the day was over already. I want to see my therapist. She's super cool and she is an old emo kid. She was also put through a lot of things I was and still am going through so she really understands. I can't wait until school is over. I might change my profile pic later today idk yet. Anyways, I'll give yall an update later! Bye!