though she hates me, i still love her so much

nobody cares but my fp really doesent like me. every time i try to interact with her i hear a groan or a sigh, and she doesent even want me to talk to her at all cause i was a "creep". yeah, i understand that i was creepy. but it kinda bothers me... 
even though she hates me, i still draw her a lot. and when i look at her she melts my heart, i find her really pretty (and hot) ... oh

i didnt actually mean to like her.. i literally have a gf.. and when i vent abt this to her she gets really mad and she blocks me. my gf is a really protective one, i love her for that lol (she freaks out when i speak to latinos)

thats it im going to class now