The love interest of a 15 year old girl

Guys today I almost killed my self the love of my life hasn't texted me for 48 hours. After testing me her emotions this girl done lied about trying to change her self. Guys when I tell you please don't eve think you can change somebody, cause 9/10 you can't. SIGHHHH when will a mentally stable girl love me.

                                                                                                                              -01/02/24