8:08 pm, jan 2nd

i start school tomorrow. completely new school, new kids, new teachers, new everything. im being woken up at 6:20 am tomorrow to get ready and then leaving an hour later. i have virtual therapy at 1 pm, and then in person therapy at 4:45 pm with my mama and my dad. im happy i get to see my mama. my mama is bringing my stuff for my dads house, a lot of posters and shelves and such. i love her, its been almost a week since ive seen her and its been very difficult because i have extreme attachment issues and shes the person i need to be with at all times. im going to stay up tonight comforting myself with my favorite movies and shows. i dont really have a way to make myself not stressed because i forgot my anxiety meds at my moms, but shes gonna bring them tomorrow so ill be able to have them for school and at my dads and night time. im tired. i might update later tonight but i dont know. <3